Wanting it doesn’t mean you get to have it

This morning I listened to a podcast about finances in the US Orthodox Jewish world, and how untenable living expenses have become for the middle class.

Shortly into the podcast I paused to talk to my husband, and said, “People have to learn to live with what they can actually afford.” That’s actually the answer to this complicated issue. I’ve heard people go around and around about possible solutions, but this is the answer that no one wants to hear.

This is true wherever you live: in every country, in every community, in every culture.

No matter what everyone around you has, no matter how much you want to look like everyone else , no matter how much something has become a social norm – either you can afford it or you can’t.

If you can’t afford it, you have to be honest with yourself and look for options.

I’m not writing this as a wealthy person looking down at everyone with less than me who doesn’t understand what things cost, but as a person who raised a very large Orthodox family in the United States on a single modest income, and made those choices. After moving with our nine children to Israel, we continued to have to make those choices.

I read and listen to a lot of what people are talking about regarding finances, and what constantly strikes me is that people need to learn to live with what they have.

Learning to live within your means asking yourself hard questions and making hard choices based on those answers.

Here are some of the big expenses mentioned in the podcast:

You can’t afford tuition? Homeschool. Move to a different community with affordable tuition.

You can’t afford summer camp? Don’t send. Entertain your own children, encourage your pre-teen and teen children to earn their own money.

You can’t afford a lavish bar mitzva/wedding? Make a simple event.

You can’t afford to send your daughter to seminary in Israel? Don’t.

You can’t afford to support your married children? Don’t.

Either make more money, or admit to yourself you can’t do it – and then find choices that are doable for you.

I know, it sounds simplistic. Obviously life happens and everything can’t be planned; unexpected necessary expenses can happen to the best organized and most frugal. But living within your means is actually a simple concept. What’s not simple is when you have a budget but don’t live within your financial resources (for whatever reason, no judgement about that).

These are all choices and they’re our choices to make. When things are seen as a given in a community, we forget that we’re making a choice every time we go along with some standard.

You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do. You do have to be willing to live with the choices of not doing those things. Sometimes that’s not easy.

We have a tendency to overinflate the discomfort of being different from those around you. Humans are social creatures and we feel safe when we fit in. You have to be willing to be different and that may feel unbearable for some.

When we lived in Ramat Beit Shemesh, we were the only family in our apartment building without a car. It wasn’t my business how everyone else financed their vehicle, or what they thought of our financial capacity because we didn’t have one. It didn’t matter that it would have made my life easier. We didn’t have a budget for a car, period. So we used public transportation; we got where we needed to go and we lived without going into debt.

Is it easy to make choices to live within your means? Sometimes it’s not. But it’s usually not unbearable deprivation, either. This is how people have lived for most of the time that humanity has existed. They didn’t spend money they didn’t have, because they couldn’t.

Life would become so much simpler and less stressful if we returned to this way of thinking.

I want to encourage people to really think about their expenses, to empower you. Not to shame you for spending money you don’t have. I want you to know you probably have more choices available to you than you think. It might not seem like it at first glance – and sometimes there really is no wiggle room no matter what – but usually there are adjustments you can make to take pressure off of yourself.

Avivah

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14 responses to “Wanting it doesn’t mean you get to have it”

  1. rachelli Avatar
    rachelli

    Great thoughts. I also listen (and my husband also ) to ”kosher money” by Eli Langer and I have learned so much from it. Even though we all know, if you don’t have $ for it, don’t go in2 debt for it. But it still helps so much to hear new ideas.

  2. Chaya+Dina Avatar
    Chaya+Dina

    I never had the funds to have anything other than the simplest simchas; to own a car; to send anyone abroad; or to support my married children fully financially. I most definitely wish I could support my grown children more, but even that I will not go into debt for!
    However, there are other, more basic expenses – rent, food, electricity and water. Rent is astoundingly high in Israel and only goes up. Yes, you can move out of the Yerushalayim/Tel Aviv area, but everyone needs a community, and the further out you go, the more you need a car.
    Many of the people I know are struggling to stay out of debt while simply covering very basic expenses, no extras at all. I’d appreciate your comments/thoughts on that, Avivah!

    1. Avivah Avatar
      Avivah

      Chaya Dina, my post was definitely US culture centric, and those aren’t the expenses of the average Israeli family. I was reflecting on that because I was listening to a podcast regarding American Orthodox expenses.

      Yes, everything is going up. I often think about this and feel worried, thinking about how many people must be struggling.

      I’m estimating that are a small group of people struggling with finances who really have nothing to cut out. This is based on many private conversations, so I may be completely wrong. I’d use the 80/20 rule and guess 20%.

      Sometimes you just don’t make enough money, and there’s nowhere to cut down. I’ve never written about the next thing I’m going to say, though I’ve spoken to many, many people about this one on one: learn about what underearning is and what the signs of it are. That’s the beginning of making the change – you need to change your psychology, your attitudes, your beliefs about money and about yourself. How you deal with and think about money goes very deep. There are behavior and thought patterns of those who struggle financially – I had them – and these need to be consciously shifted to change your income level. I see these patterns ALL THE TIME in families that are struggling. I could speak about this for hours and I don’t have time to detail even a fraction of what I want to say here.

      This is something my husband and I actively worked on together for years, and this was a huge part of improving financial situation. Frugality and intentionality with how we spend money is a very powerful tool and one that I continue to use. I continue to be aware of my thinking and the messages I tell myself, as well as the actions I take.

      1. Chaya+Dina Avatar
        Chaya+Dina

        Sorry it took me so long to get to your well-thought-out response, Avivah. I really appreciate it. I will “pick your brain” when I get back to Israel! 🙂

  3. Rgk Avatar
    Rgk

    We had to stop at 4 kids cuz it doesn’t make sense in having too many kids without support (convert and BT) and I was told to have faith g-d. A joke.

    1. Avivah Avatar
      Avivah

      I’m so sorry, Rgk.

  4. Shoshana Avatar
    Shoshana

    Avivah, I have always been impressed by your thoughtful, intentional approach to life in general, and to finances in particular. I agree that living within our means often requires thought, focus, making hard choices, and the ability to go against the flow. We ourselves will be making a simple, homemade bar mitzva later this year, and my sister in the USA, for the first time, will be doing something similar rather than the more lavish affairs she’s done in the past.
    But, but, but…
    Life is expensive. What you were able to do raising your children thirty years ago may not be possible for your children to do today. the cost of living has skyrocketed everywhere, and so many families are scrambling to keep up, no matter where they live. Moving to a cheaper location often comes with lower salary, which offsets the gain. (Not even talking about people who are stuck in their expensive locations for medical or other reasons.) And homeschooling is not an option for everyone, although I agree that it should be more of a consideration.
    Not sure why you say that people have historically lived within their means. The Torah discusses loans of both money and objects. Literature worldwide makes casual mention of loans taken on a regular basis, and not just by rulers to finance their wars and expeditions. Jewish moneylending was a thing, as was Christian. Borrowing to marry off children seems to have been pretty universal. Debtors prison was never empty for long. (Even Laura Ingalls’ Little House series glorifies her parents’ frugality and self-reliance, while refraining from mentioning their constant crippling debt.)
    The difference is that not very long ago, living within one’s means meant children going to bed hungry on a daily basis, people dying for lack of medical care, and children left to fend for themselves for hours while their parents worked. (children aged 5 were considered competent babysitters; all siblings age 7 and up would be working with the parents.) And all this and more was socially acceptable. Today, we would rather go into debt (read: credit cards) than face any of these scenarios. Jewish education has also become far more universal, adding to the credit cards.
    So on the one hand, I agree with you, Avivah. People need to take a long, hard look at their spending habits, their goals, and their society, and at least try to live within their means. Usually they will be respected for it. (I know my sister has only been admired for her relatively frugal bar mitzva; maybe people are happy that they can now follow suit!)
    But I do think that along with all the planning must come a hefty dose of humility and prayer. Life is expensive. We must do the best we can, even when that best is difficult and socially challenging. But then we need to “let go and let God”.

    1. Avivah Avatar
      Avivah

      Shoshana, I just wrote a post responding to some of what you commented on that will go up tomorrow morning. Before you see my post, I hope you’ll read this comment!

      While I was writing this post that you’ve responded to, I hesitated because I remembered your comment from a past post. I don’t remember exactly what you said, something about being frugal and still not making ends meet. At the time, I responded that sometimes a person needs more income and frugality isn’t enough. I was one of those people who would have felt frustrated to see someone writing as I did, when I was already super frugal, even going beyond what was suggested in the post, and it still wasn’t enough.

      Moving from that place was a spiritual and emotional growth process that took years, and financial tips aren’t enough to get move beyond that. To do that, I began by learning about underearning, and the patterns of behavior and thinking that are behind it. When I first learned about this, I didn’t recognize myself in the description. It was only after learning more about underearning that I recognized more subtle ways of being that I had that were associated with that.

      I believe there is so much hope, and there is so much we can do – but it takes time, and it doesn’t happen by itself. Maybe for some an inheritance or something like that will come to save them from their situation, but that has never been part of our story. It’s been us stepping up to be super honest with ourselves, and learning new ways of being over an extended period.

      As I said in a previous comment, I could talk and write about this for hours. It’s a huge topic. There are no quick fixes out there, but there is a tremendous amount of potential for things to improve over time.

  5. Shoshana Avatar
    Shoshana

    It’s so interesting you say that, Avivah!
    I don’t remember that comment at all!
    Baruch Hashem/ Thank God, we are frugal and make ends meet, sometimes even a bit more, so I do wonder about that comment. What I do see (from my vantage point here in Israel), is family members in the US being faced with difficult financial decisions. Some of them are not used to being frugal, some are, some live more centrally and others have moved far, far away from their original communities, but all have recently faced financial difficulty. I wonder if seeing their recent experiences has colored my viewpoint somewhat.
    I have only spent a bit of time learning about underearning vs. abundance mindset, and I’d love to hear what you have to say on the subject, Avivah! I do agree, though, that whenever I have consciously worked on my mindset and attitude, (not sure whether abundance mindset is the right term here or plain old Shaar Habitachon), abundance has indeed followed.

    1. Shoshana Avatar
      Shoshana

      Just wanted to add that I do appreciate your sensitivity to my feelings, Avivah. This blog is one of my favorite places on the net!

      1. Avivah Avatar
        Avivah

        That’s so nice of you to say, and I’m very glad you feel that way, Shoshana!

    2. Avivah Avatar
      Avivah

      I must have mixed you up with someone else, Shoshana, I apologize! I just looked through all of your past posts and the one I’m remembering isn’t coming up under your name.

      It is really such a tough time financially for so many people. I realize that my perspective sounds extreme but I really think it could help if people were able to adjust how they see their needs.

      There’s no such thing as plain old Shaar Habitachon, there’s nothing better!

  6. TG Avatar
    TG

    sorry, i think this post was super judgmental. no one should homeschool if it’s against their values because they can’t afford tuition in the school that aligns with their values, and if it carries a social/emotional cost. ditto for seminary, if it’s an important life stage that you actively want your daughter to experience (from what i hear, excellent seminaries exist in the US, israel is not a requirement, but i can make a financial case for israel- a girl who experiences it and wants to remain here may end up costing the parents less as she marries). do you say the same about yeshiva gedola tuition for boys? that it’s “optional” if you can’t afford it? sure, in that case, send them to public school. it’s free. no- we are moser nefesh to educate our children with our values, and there is value in having a mainstream school experience. and, yes, conformity is a basic human need. children who feel weird will make life decisions based on those childhood feelings, and that often backfires.
    from your posts, i understand that you and your family expend extraordinary time and effort to be frugal. living where you do might be cheap and enjoyable, but you know better than i do that it has high external costs (e.g., waking up at 4am to commute to work by public transit, because you have one car and work is in the center of the country).
    our family’s cost-benefit analysis is different, which you address in your post, and we aren’t in any debt, but it’s irrespective of the objective cost of living. we’re planning a simcha now BH, and are being very mindful of staying at the lowest end of acceptable – as we’ve done for all our previous simchas- and at the same time making sure we’re not weird outliers. thankfully we’ve chosen a community where the standard is very affordable.
    we’ve consulted daas torah about this, if it matters.

    1. Avivah Avatar
      Avivah

      Wow, TG, I clearly hit a sensitive spot with you. I am so far from feeling judgmental of anyone who is struggling, and wrote from a place of compassion and a desire to encourage. I’m sorry that didn’t come across to you.

      As far as homeschooling, read my next post in which I wrote: “I’m the first to agree that homeschooling isn’t for everyone. My point is that while educating one’s child is a need, there’s flexibility in where and how that education happens. When people begin to realize this, it can get their mental gears to brainstorm possibilities. This is my position about every expense: we have to separate between what is a need and what is a want, and find solutions so that our needs are met.

      All of spending is individual and what is a luxury for one may be a necessity for another. Obviously consulting daas Torah very much matters; I don’t know why anyone would think that’s irrelevant to me. You’ve found the balance that is right for you, BH. Many others are struggling, and they need to find ways to be content *and* have their needs met.

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